It sounded better before I forgot the words

so i lied
i'm still smoking
still blowing it in your face just to say "well, if you'd stuck around, i wouldn't be doing this"
but in truth i really just like the rush

that's why we do e - the invincibility
that's why we do lines - the pace
that's why we do a j - the calm
that's why we do m&ms - the change
that's why we do s's - the transformation

but you wouldn't know
all you know is the mundane
but i like that about you